((I'm restarting from were I left off. Everyone (but Edward) moved out and it's set in New Moon)
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Carlisle came out and I said "Dad you have a bit of lipstick there," he started rubbing his cheeck and I laughed. Carlilse frowned "Emmet Roaslie ready to go start a fire?" they nodded eagrly and left. Esme went into her and Carlisle's room to read.

I took Alice's hand and led her to our room. She laied on the bed and I laied down with her knowing we didn't need to rest. I put my hands under her shirt and rubbed her back.

When I was done she turned to me and curled up to my chest "I love you," she whispered. "As do I my love," I whispered back. She smiled into my chest and I rubbed her back some more.

"Is something wrong my love?" I asked her. She looke at me and shook her head. She put her head back down.

I picked her up and began making ungraceful spins around the room as if we were dancing. She looked up at me "What are you doing?" she asked.

"We are danceing," I said. With that she put her legs down and I sat her down and we danced.

We finshed and she bowed. We sat on the back on the bed. I leaned over and kissed her "I love you," she reapted "I know love," I said pulling her to me....



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A.P.O.V.
We laied for a while looking in each others eyes. I heard Emmet bang in and then boom with laughter "You call that romantic?" he asked. He saw me and his eyes went kind and he smilied "Come here little sis," he said opening his arms.

I ran into his arms and hugged him. He picked up my tiny body and kissed the top of my head. I watched Jasper stare at Emmet in a way which if he made one wrong move he would be killed. I turned to Emmet "I am only little to you in this sense," I took a hand and moved it down my body "But I am centrys older," I said narrowing my eyes as I picked him up. He laughed o"Okay fair is fair just put me down," I smiled and put him down and hugged the big teady-bear. I walked to Jasper and put my arm around him "So how was the fire," Emmet shook his head.

"Day light to many witnesses," he said "Were doing it tonight,"

Jasper immediatly said "Can Alice and I help," Emmet nodded.

"Showtime is eleven love-birds," he said closing the door.



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We were down at eleven dressed in black like everyone else but Esme. "So what's the game plan?" I asked.
"Carlilse is going to run around the building with gasoline when he gives us this signal," Roaslie moved her hands "Then wem move in with the matches and lighters," she said "Then when the fire is going nicely we run for it,"

"Game on," we all said.

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We finshed are job and celbrated with moutain lions.



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I stood in the living room Alice next to me most of the time. She walked past me occasionally to readjust the presents her nervousness getting to her. Finally the sound of tires against gravel filled my ears as Edward’s Volvo speed up the driveway announcing his and Bella’s presence.

They walked into the house Bella only tripped once, her new personal best. She walked in looking at the twinkling lights, the cake, and the presents. “You didn’t have to do this,” she says her breath escaping her filled with the sweet scent of her blood. She walked to the present table and Alice immediately perked up showing her which one to open. I watched her look for a place to open it. She began to use her finger and pry open the paper. “Sh-,” was all that left her mouth.

I jumped on instinct a long forgotten monster inside of me awoken. I was so close I could almost taste her blood as it wasted on the carpet fading to fast for me to catch. I was so close my hands going out to grab her arm to suck the sweet liquid. To watch her fear to hear her last breath her last scream her last word. Just as I was about grab her I felt the strong blow of Emmett’s elbow in my chest.

The blow quieted the monster. I looked around Bella now had a long gash down her arm. Had I done that? She was whisked away to the kitchen were a best like me couldn’t hurt her and Carlisle could take care of her. I watched the trail of blood that followed her fade into the carpet. I walked towards the door Emmett and Rosalie there to comfort me or to bring me down I did not know.

I wasn’t about to find out either. I raised my hand silencing them. I walked out into the woods forever ashamed of what I did.



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Perhaps they had forgotten me. It had been two days now. Forgetting me would be the best for them. To just pretend I never existed. To just walk away with out a backwards glance. I had been sitting in a tree never moving a perfect sculpture of my old self. I silently wondered what would happen if I simply just never moved again. Would I just waste away? Would I die in a forest fire? Would some big wig art collector find me and take me back to his collection? I guess I would find out soon enough. I never blinked never breathed just stared into the empty space I had once called home. Never to return. I wondered what Alice was thinking was she sad? Sad that I had left. Was she mad? Mad at letting the monster in me awake. Or was she happy? Happy she would never half to see me again and now she could enjoy her life monster free without a care in the world. I would never know these things. Never know if Bella was alive. Never know if Rosalie and Emmett were there to comfort me. Never know if I could correct all my mistakes, but that would take a while, that would take all the worlds white-out. That was something that could never happen.



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Jasper’s guilt was going to eat him if I didn’t get there soon “Jasper,” I said in my sing-song voice “Jasper,” I said again. I didn’t hear a reply. Silly Jasper I thought He can’t run away from me. I nearly passed him not seeing his unmoving perch in the tree. I climbed up on his back and craned my neck so are faces were touching “I don’t see anything,” I told him. He almost didn’t say anything but he caved “Your not supposed to,” he said trying to make as little movement as possible “Then why are you up here silly?” I asked hanging off the branch and looking up at him. He replied almost immediately “I’m here for what I did,” he said.

I looked up at him “Jasper Whitlock Hale get down here this instant,” I said jumping down and furiously jerking a finger to the ground. He tried not to but did anyways. “What?” he asked “Jasper Hale you did what any other vampire in the right mind would have done. What I wanted to do,” I said “You reacted the way you were expected to,” I told him. The corners of his lips turned up as he took my hand to lead me to the house.



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When we walked into the house it was tense, mad even. “I need to go back they don’t want me here Alice,” I said. She shook her head “They want you here,” I looked at her “Then explain why the house is so tense,” and then it hit me. The smell of her blood “She’s still here?” I asked horrified. Alice just shook her head again “You might not want to go in the kitchen though. It’s really messy,” she added. I looked up from her and suddenly I felt small. Are entire family was in the living room watching me, Edward’s eyes never moving. I wanted to run back to the tree maybe get taken by that art collector that sounded fun. I started to back towards the door when I felt Alice’s hand push me forward. This wasn’t going to be good.

I looked around the room. Esme and Carlisle were on the stair case, Edward was leaning against it. Emmett and Rose were standing by the couch. I wasn’t about to start the conversation “Well,” Alice finally said “Say something already,” she said to Carlisle “What?” Carlisle said “I’m disappointed there’s nothing more to say,” he said. I started for the door again “Whatever I’m out of here,” I muttered opening the door to leave, if they didn’t have anything nice to say I sure wasn’t sticking around. About two yards from the house Rose met me “Did you think you would stop?” she asked her voice softer than a whisper. “I had my mind on one thing and one thing alone, her blood and almost nothing could stop me from getting it,” I said “Now if you want to go back to your disappointed family I would appreciate it,” I said. She looked at me “Were only disappointed because we thought you were different,” she said storming off to the house probably to confirm my freakishness to the rest of them. You know if I was lucky maybe they would forget to inform me where they were moving. That is probably what they wanted to be away from me to never have to see me again.



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“Now you’ve done it,” I said furious “You made him go away and now he’s probably never going to come back,” I said breaking into dry sobs. Esme and Emmett were at my side trying to comfort me I melted into a puddle on the floor grabbing my knees to my chest and sobbing with no tears. That’s what I hated about this life, you could never cry. I heard Esme with Carlisle. I was sure he was never going to hear the end of this. Emmett stayed by my side one of his big hands rubbing my back as I cried. I felt Carlisle come towards me “GET AWAY!” I yelled at him never wanting to see his face again. I buried my face in Emmett’s shoulder hoping he would save me.



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I heard her tears fall her scream at Carlisle. And I knew how much she hurt. All those centuries ago when I first me her, before we were married, I made a promise. A promise to never leave her side no matter what.

I ran to the house picking up Alice off of Emmett. “It’s going to be ok,” I told her. Little did I know she had stopped crying the moment I opened the door. I sat there with her in my lap her arms around my neck holding on to me for dear life. I looked at Carlisle who didn’t know what to say “Sorry son,” he mumbled walking away toward the guest room were Bella usually slept, probably a punishment from Rose and Esme. Alice put her lips to my ear and whispered “You ever run away again Jasper Hale, you will have to answer to me,” after she said it her lips formed a smile.



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I grabbed Jasper’s arm and lead him upstairs. I sat down on the bed and so did we. I made sure I never looked away from him in fear he would run away. After a hour or to I finally trusted him. I would get up see what Carlisle was doing in his detention area, or something like that. Jasper always stayed in the room though not wanting to face Edward I understood if I had just tried to eat someone’s girlfriend I probably wouldn’t talk to them for awhile. School came and Jasper finally got up after Edward left. We went to the jeep and waited for Emmett and Rose till I realized they went with Edward. We got in the jeep and drove to school. When we got there we were kind of early. Jasper leaned against the jeep as if he could melt into it.

The bell rang and Jasper didn’t move. I grabbed his arm and pulled him into the school. When lunch came are spots were still open at the table. Edward was looking at Jasper I knew we were going to sit there no matter what so I grabbed Jasper’s arm and lead him to the table sitting down. Rosalie and Emmett talked to us but Edward remained silent. I opened a package of crackers and sat them down. We talked for a while but whenever there was a question for Edward he just sat there un moving.

School ended and Edward went home alone Emmett decided to reclaim his jeep and Rose wanted to come. So we piled in and drove home. Edward remained unseen the entire night.



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Edward didn’t show up until around three a.m. “We need to move,” he announced looking at everyone but me “I told Bella that I wouldn’t let any of us ever hurt her again and she would never have to see us. I took anything of us and put it under a floorboard in her room. But we need to leave before tomorrow because I know she’s going to look in the house,” I stood there “Why should we help you?” I asked suddenly “We always discus are move before we do it and you think you can just waltz in here and tell us what we should do?” he looked bewildered at me “If that’s the case I can show you were Maria and Nessie live and you can go join them,” I told him. All eyes were on me Esme started “Jasper does have a point we do always talk about these things,” then she said “But Edward has a point we don’t really have a choice but to leave if he done so much already,” she said “So pack up children,” she said. I wanted to growl but didn’t. I didn’t think she was being mean I guess she was fair “Edward the offer is still available if you want to go,” I said before turning to pack.



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I packed quickly while Jasper was on his hunting trip. I knew if I told him he would never let me go alone with Bella. I put in a few changes of clothes and some cash in a bag and grabbed my cell phone. “Bella?” I said into the phone “This is me Alice I need you to meet me at the Seattle airport in half a hour,” I hung up the phone before she could protest. I grabbed the bag and headed out the door. I ran to the airport and bought tickets for the next flight to Italy. While I waited for Bella I called Jasper wanting to hear his voice one more time before I left “Hello,” his voice rang into the phone “It’s me Alice,” I said my voice faltering when he asked where I was “I-I-I can’t tell you Jasper,” I said starting to cry tearlessly “You won’t let me go if I do,” I said “You need to trust me I promise we will see each other soon,” I said “We’ll find a way out of this we always do,” my hands were shaking as I tried to hit the red hang up button still hearing Jasper’s pleading voice of wanting me to tell him were I was at. A hand went over mine helping me press the cancel button. I looked up a pale face over mine “Where are we going Alice?” Bella asked suddenly making me remember were I was at. I tried to regain control as I stood up walking to security “It’s a surprise,” I said as I put my things in the medal detector basket. I walked out and grabbed my things and going to the waiting area.

The plane arrived and we got on “Next stop Italy,” the voice rang clear and began going through safety procedures “Alice,” Bella started but I cut her off “Your boyfriend is going to get himself killed if we don’t go,” I said. She was quite and so was I watching out the window tearlessly crying and wishing Jasper was here with me holding my hand telling me everything would be ok.

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Alice’s phone call stunned me. I started to walk out in the woods watching the sky start to fade to black. I wanted to see her to know she was all right to hug her hold her and tell her everything would be ok and we would be in this together. But that was just it we weren’t together. I kept walking passing the invisible treaty line not caring I wasn’t around to sign that treaty so it didn’t apply to me. I heard the wolves howling so I decided not to go too far. Maybe I should maybe I should let them do whatever it is to us when I let them see I broke this treaty. I punched the air in frustration. I hit a tree on my hand’s way down and I didn’t care I broke the wood effortlessly.

The sky was black now and I was back in our territory after being caught and sent back on a warning. I sat down watching the pale moon come up lazily. It was the same moons that so many centuries ago lit the place were I meet the three wonderful girls. The three girls that lead me to believe that I was something special something worth fighting for. The three girls that mad me realize that I meant nothing to them just another replicable person just another person to hang out with until I got boring. The three girls that one day I would love to kill. It was also the same moon I saw the night I met Alice. The night that I became a vegetarian. And tonight it served as the moon for the first night Alice had ever left me.



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By the time we got to Italy I was a wreck. I smoothed out my clothes and stood up exiting the plane. Bella saw me and I knew she wondered if I was ok. I walked out into the sun quickly jumping into the shadows of a parking lot “Bella how strongly apposed are you to grand theft auto?” I said quickly picking the lock of a yellow Porsche.

I speed out parking lot. I stayed in the shade well Bella got us through gates. We got to the clock tower and I practically shoved Bella out of the car. While she rescued Edward I laid my head on the steering wheel.

When they did not return I looked up Felix and Demtri were there. I stood out into the shade and walked up “Let’s behave ourselves shall we?” I asked “There are laides present,” I walked to Edward’s side “We’re not alone,” Edward offered to leave and Demetri declined.

Jane came up and I was silenced by her presence I followed Jane as soon as she commanded. I slid into the whole that took us to Voltera. I reassured Bella that I would catch her. I caught her and stood her up.

I walked through the tunnels unsure of what would happen. They must of know I was coming because every few moments there decision changed. I walked through the doors trying not to worry. I wasn’t worrying about us I was worrying about Jasper. I tried to regain memory of what my last words were to him if I were to die now. ‘We will find a way out of this’ that was the last thing I said.

I got onto the elevator trying to ignore Jane beside me. I felt Edward’s eyes over me and on to Jane I kept a watch on her every so often to make sure she wasn’t going to try anything funny. We walked through the resption area and I was disgusted when he winked at the human I was aware he had a wife.

I watched Alec and Jane my eyes never moving off of the destructive pair. Felix being his usual nasty self called dibs on Bella’s blood. I cautioned Edward as much as I wanted to kill him myself.

When we got to Aro’s room he cried with delight at Jane’s return. I knew that Jane loved being Aro’s favorite, and sometimes I wished I was in the Voulturi just to take that away from her. He kissed her and I wanted to gag in disgust but restrained. His voice sounded nice when he said my name but to me there would be nothing more wonderful than to throw him into the fire. Aro talked to me for a moment and I hated him with every word I spoke as much as I remained happy. He talked about his gift and how much he envied Edward’s. I turned my gaze as Aro did along with his trio of followers. Aro’s brothers were there along with Felix. Aro was talking about how are presence was wonderful but wonderful didn’t seem to be there choice of words. When Marcus let Aro look at his thoughts I wondered what he had thought since the last time he had done this. When Edward explained it to me I had to suppress a giggle did he just figure this out? Edward and Aro talked for a moment. Suddenly he asked to hear Bella’s thoughts, not that he was really asking. Since Aro could not read her thoughts he wanted Jane to try her talent. I kept an arm in front of him but he shook it off. I was disgusted the way the talked to each other and then as she began to smile Edward jumped “No Edward don’t!” I shouted.

When he feel to the ground I grabbed Bella “He’s fine,” I whispered as she struggled I had my back to the event not wanting to watch anyone suffer Jane’s wrath. I let go of Bella and watched her shrink back for the pain that wouldn’t come. Aro and Jane talked again I was still unsure what to make of it. “So what do we do now?” Aro asked I stiffened. He asked Edward about the Voulturi then me then Bella. Bella? She was a human. I remembered he could change her as well as the rest of us so I remained silent. They almost caught us on revaling are secrets but we passed by bye saying we would turn her. We left. I saw the humans go past and I wanted to scream to yell at them to run for the hills and never return because they were about to be eaten. But I remained silent. I was glad to learn that I would see Jasper again in less then twenty four hours. But I was worried that he would never trust me again. He would run away and never come back to me for the pain I caused him with our separation.

On the plane I called Jasper. My stomach was doing flips as the phone rang and rang and he answered “Hello?” his voice seemed urgent to know who it was “It’s Alice,” I croaked the line went so silent I thought he hung up “Jasper?” I begged “Jasper don’t be mad please,” I said “Were did you go?” his voice was cool like a knife slashing my insides “V-v-v-v-v-voltera,” I finally said “VOLTERA?!?!?!” his voice yelled and it hurt me “Yes Jasper but I’m ok I’m on a plane home,” I said to him he was silent again “Jasper forgive me I had no choice I couldn’t let you die,” I said “I forgive you, I’m a little annoyed but I forgive you,” I smiled into the phone “See you when I get back?” I asked “See you when you get back,” the phone clicked and the line was dead.



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I didn’t hate her. I meant it when I forgave her. I also meant what I said about being annoyed. I mean I probably wouldn’t have let her go, but I still wanted to know.

I drove with Carlisle and Esme. Rose and Emmett drove separate of us. We reached the airport and I waited for Alice. She came out and I ran to her I looked in her eyes for any hint of what had happened. She put her arms around me and whispered “It’s a long story,” I looked at her “I’ve got all the time in the world,” she smiled and I led her back to the car. We sat in the back and she looked at me “Please forgive me,” were her first words before she dove into the story of what had happened.

I blinked a couple of times “Really?” she nodded sadly I held her in my arms “Are you ok?” I asked wondering how she stuck up through it all she smiled and nodded again.



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((This is kind of somewhere in bettween NM and Eclipse))
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Jasper and I had driven out to a cliff on our side of the territory. We were sitting in the back of the Porsche watching the moon. We had been here a little bit just looking up at the sky. I leaned my head on his shoulder. If we were going to be up all night it was nice to watch the moon.

I kissed his check as I sat there. He kissed me and I hugged him “I love you Jasper and never ever want to spend a minute away from you,” he hugged me back “Me neither,” he whispered.

All the sudden my phone buzzed “I thought I shut this silly thing off,” I muttered as I had to let go of Jasper. I opened it up and there was a text from Rose let’s invite Bella to one of are sleep-overs 2mrow. I glared at the text she knows I love it when Bella sleep’s over. I looked at Jasper who was oblivious. I tapped back Fine but I’m with Jasper right now so my phone will be off the rest of the night see you 2mrow. I pressed the off button and slid the phone into my pocket. I wrapped my arms around Jasper again and sat on his lap leaning my head into his chest.

Jasper didn’t say anything. Not that it surprised me even around me he was just the quite type. He always waited for me to start the conversation and then he would join in. “Do you like the stars?” I asked him. He looked at the sky and then at me he nodded “Do you like them?” he asked I nodded. That kind of ended the conversation so I laid my head in his lap.

We were back at home at three a.m. Emmett and Edward were intent on an arm wresting compotion Rose and Carlisle were in a chess match and Esme was just kind of standing there.

I sat on the couch with Jasper. I laid my head in his lap watching the world sideways it was peaceful since no one was talking although there was an occasional grunt from Edward or Emmett “I change winner,” I told them. That made things go faster. About ten minutes later Emmett and I were sitting across from each other arms out ready to begin. “Go,” Edward said I immediately felt Emmett’s arm trying to push mine but I stayed there rock solid. I knew his strategy and it was only to easy to beat him. When the time was just right I smashed his hand down on the table “I win,” I said excitedly everyone clapped congratulating me on beating Emmett. Jasper hugged me and Emmett grumbled “Congrats,” in my general direction. I laughed at everyone’s reaction. I decided to stop being the center of attention so I grabbed Jasper’s hand and lead him upstairs.



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