AN:As you probally guessed all these poems can ,and might, relate to your life and what you might be feeling. Enough of me talking, on with the poems.
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I close my eyes,
Sleep sweeps me away.
I know a world is waiting,
but have no clue why.
No sky,
no sounds.
A blank space,
A new world waiting for me.
I think of a sky colored rose silk.
At night it's the same just add mystic fir topaz stars.
I feel a sudden shake,
I think the earth moved.
A voice whispers like the devil,
Wake up.
I open my eyes,
the saddness over came.
A wave of despair,
a shred of hope.
The real world's light seems to die,
I close my eyes.
My world is there,
Sky shining.
I think of my favorite lullaby,
rain starts falling the melody.
I invison soft velvet silver grass.
I fall backwords onto the soft earth.
The rain stops,
the melody lingeres.
I try not to sceam,
the scilence hurts.
I think of the few most beautiful sounding birds and animals,
I hear their song of joy.
I laugh in pleasure.
I awaken with a gasp,
wanting to stay.
I stare in space,
thinking of my world.
You think I don't know this world well?
The cahos,
the pain.
I had to built a safe place,
away from here.
The world's light fades.
I'm in my own,
A field of roses in all colors appears.
I love this world of mine.
Why can't you let me stay?
I hate leaving and regret it more each time.
I try not to scream,
Lost and alone.
I miss my peace,
you are cruel for makig me leave.
I love my world,
I made it the way it should be.
Peace,
no deaths.
No lies,
Just pure bliss.
I could live there forever,
In my world.

An: NO backround story on this one, I will transfer a few I wrote during school tomorrow.
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Tick tick,
The clock keeps moving.
The world keeps spinning,
my thoughts confused.
Tick tick,
We are here,
We are gone.
Seconds could be left,
Maybe years.
Tick tick,
My heart now pounds.
A smile,
A frown.
Tick tick,
Despair won.
Poeple think,
that's true.
Tick tock,
Will it stop?
The pain,
The people lie.
Tick tick tok,
The clock just struck.
Your time's almost up.
Will you let hope soar?
Tick tick tok tick,
The world still turns.
I'm gone.

Awwwwww, they are both soooo beautiful

Here's a new poem on how i'm feeling right now.
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A single light leads the way,
A girl full of hope.
A new day dawns,
the pain never stops.
Alone in a world,
strangers past me by.
Few friends to call,
Too shy to speak up.
Will I find my guiding star,
Or be lost in the dark?

love them sissy!!

sleeping in a world of hate,
an angel hides.
Fear forms a bond unescapable.
Run as she might,
she can't fight.
The pain consumes her soul,
It tears her appart.
Can you guess the angel,
or need I unfold my wings?
Rage and agner blind,
Despair grows.
I want to escape these chains,
the iron u used to hold me down.
Are you afriad of me?
I want nothing more for you to see.
The real me waits for you,
but you build a wall too high.
I can't fly over it.
Will you let me in,
or will I rot here in the cold.
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AN: This is sorta how i feel about a crush i have but he has no clue i exisit.

Silent night,
not a sound heard.
My eyes are dry,
yet you tell me the news.
The person I loved and held dear,
is no longer here.
Silent night,
The cold no longer frightens me.
I close my eyes,
the casket is lowered.
A smile graces my face.
Silent night,
I see you in my mind and sigh.
Why can't it last?
A single snowflake falls from the heavens,
I know you are there.
I stand near your grave,
now years have past.
Silent night,
Deadly night.
I pray your soul finds peace.
Why did you leave me,
I was standing there alone.
On a silent night,
Waiting for you to come home.
That deadly night,
My heart went cold.
I no longer smile genuinely.
My laughs and tears,
now fake.
Tis a silent night that took you away from me,
and on a silent night I will see your face.
Must you mock me?
Oh silent night,
Deadly night.
Sleep in peace,
forever.
My hero- guy.
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AN: In loving memory of Donald F. Paquette.
A wonderful grandpa.
May he rest in peace.

a mirror hanging on a wall,
a girl stands like a doll.
A cold icy surface,
a frozen heart.
These walls so high,
you can't find me.
The glasses surface shows,
a porecilin face hard as steel.
No laugh lines,
no frowns.
Just a cold heartless being.
Will you findth real me,
or be fooled by this doll?

Wanting to leave,
to scared to go.
The lies told hurt,
I just want to forget them.
Forget the pain,
The words best left unspoken.
Forget the woman who gave birht to me,
and the man that makes her happy.
They don't nned me.
Never have,
never will.
I want to let go,
but too scared to.
Drowning the pain and lies,
also myself.
No one truly cares,
no one ever does.
Goodbye,
I guess.

A million points of lights cover the sky,
brilantly swirling.
Reds and blues,
Dance in the sky.
Purple and pink,
tango.
A soothing melody plays,
as Grren and yellow desend.
Twirling,
shining in the night.
I fold my hands to pray,
Hoping this could last forever.
Not a moment passes,
The colors still dance in the sky.
I sigh,
greatful that this beauty can last.
The horizon trns a pinkish blue,
The dancing lights vanishes.
I'm just glad it last the night.
It captured my heart,
refusing to let go.
Just like my crush,
only he has no clue.
The dancing lights play through my mind,
his face flashes.
Like the lights,
he vanishes from my mind's eye.

Love,
a word that is deep.
A feeling of peace,
with it you are whole.
So sound,
not a cloud in sight.
That is until it's gone.

Hate,
replacing what you thought you knew.
So cold,
no longer in his arms.
A lifeless being,
no heart at all.
Unless you find it again.

Love,
a confusing game.
Messing with your heart,
blinding it.
Safe in his arms,
so calm.
This whirl wind of emotions.

omg theyre really good

A light rain falls,
blinding the world.
Foreign and grey,
not bright and common.

Hiding,
no longer honest.
A grey and dull world,
wet with tears.

Pain,
so real it hurts.
The pitter patter,
the stillness.

Frighting,
is all I can say.
Too calm,
not a single sound.

Scilence,
choking me.
So quiet,
it seems to mock me.

Insane,
this isn't right.
Too scary,
another world.

A light rain falls,
blinding the world.
Not real,
but real enough.

You used to be there,
waiting for me to need you.
Use to being alone,
not knowing you.

I need you,
just plain and true.
You make my day okay,
no longer do I cry.

Gone,
like a child's youth.
You're no longer here,
tears stain my face.

Wanted you to know,
tried to tell you.
I do my best,
all for you.

I miss you,
three simple words.
Deep,
telling you what I want to say.

Finally complete,
no longer missing.
My heart and soul,
forever his.

I'm his Angel,
beautiful and sweet.
A vision of heaven,
finally.

Sweet moments,
brighten the day.
Smiling,
truly me.

No longer in the dark,
looking for my soul.
The Devil does lie,
but so does fate.

Finally complete,
found my other half.
His smile lights up my world,
been waitin for so long.

He's finally mine.